so i see a tall lanky- like woman whos totally fit and athletic. Confident and just as boisterous. a perfect mix between skinny and chubby. Dark hair and she looks sexy in her glasses, in a way they magnify her pretty eyes. To top it off she is very friendlly, observaant and if she sees you down shes quick to act crazy or tell a funny story. to show what kind of heart she has she drives out to the country to play bball with parapalegics in the wheel chairs herself as well.
Friday, February 28, 2014
revision
so i see a tall lanky- like woman who is totally fit and athletic. Confident and just as boisterous. a perfect mix between skinny and chubby. Dark hair and she looks sexy in her glasses, in a way they magnify her pretty eyes. To top it off she is very friendly, observant and if she sees you down shes quick to act crazy or tell a funny story. to show what kind of heart she has she drives out to the country to play bball with paraplegics in the wheel chairs herself as well.
As i enter the room, my eyes scan until they stop on a figure as tall as the door frame i just walked in under and her Extremities were elongated, This female also donned the shape of a physical trainer, you could see her muscle tone through the dress. Her aura was evident from the way she held her head high and from listening to her converse i came to find her to be bold and blunt at the same time. Perfection in its description, not thin like the runway models who starve themselves and equally not in the category of a plus sized model, if i were Goldi locks she would be just right. Easily approachable, very engaged in the conversation and tries to include everyone as well. anyone showing some form of sadness in her midst will be in for a treat. I've come to find that she makes up a million skits in her head ready to play out at any time the mood seems to sullen. The most touching thing i heard throughout the evening was the humanitarian work she does for people unable to walk using their legs alone, specifically since her brother came home a wounded war veteran
As i enter the room, my eyes scan until they stop on a figure as tall as the door frame i just walked in under and her Extremities were elongated, This female also donned the shape of a physical trainer, you could see her muscle tone through the dress. Her aura was evident from the way she held her head high and from listening to her converse i came to find her to be bold and blunt at the same time. Perfection in its description, not thin like the runway models who starve themselves and equally not in the category of a plus sized model, if i were Goldi locks she would be just right. Easily approachable, very engaged in the conversation and tries to include everyone as well. anyone showing some form of sadness in her midst will be in for a treat. I've come to find that she makes up a million skits in her head ready to play out at any time the mood seems to sullen. The most touching thing i heard throughout the evening was the humanitarian work she does for people unable to walk using their legs alone, specifically since her brother came home a wounded war veteran
Monday, February 10, 2014
Faith in faith
Well when it comes to me and my approach to life its pretty simple. Faith, my faith in God is so strong that I'm always ok if that makes sense? Not really worried about much, well at least the big things in life, food, shelter, love, work, income, and happiness.. these things are all around when needed. I will admit, being human forces me to focus on the tirvial things in life sometimes, like bills, traffice, school, and being on time.. etc. Then when you take a moment and find yourself in the moment constantly learning something or a lesson, or realizing that where you are now is based on a decision you made in life earlier. We all have choices, those choices lead to actions or reactions based on who is involved, but in every bit of that you are either learning something that is helpful to you now, later in life or something that will help another person. I've found that we as people either learn life lessons and continue to grow, or we dont learn and stay tuck in the same place wondering why? When you realize that even in the worse situations you can learn to overcome and prepare yourself for future calamity. We know it will happen one day, the question is how prepared are you for it?,brings us full circle to the faith. knowing that my past has lead me here and prepared me for life is a wonderful feeling. New things can be scary but having faith keeps you at ease
re: be cool to the pizza dude
i have to say beginning with the title of the essay i already started to smile.. lol being that i work part time at a pizza place here in town, always be cool to the delivery guy makes a lot of sense since these guys are my buddies, the people who go out and take our deliciousness to the world.. who brave the elements of Snow and ice and rain to the bring a pie into the lives of people who either need it or are to lazy to get up themselves,,lol the ones that feel the 2.00 charge is more than enough to kick back and not have to deal with eh madness of traffic on a Friday night, and can just get that guy that delivers to bring it.. as my experience as a customer, i always think if the conditions of the weather and the time it took to get to me. i was the number one customer for deliveries for 4 years before i started working at the place. i became so friendly with the staff and workers that i was invited to a birthday party, got rub elbows with the owner and the rest is history, I'm in my most favorite place to eat in town 4 nights a week, gaining weight and smiling cause its hard not to when you serve literally the best pizza in Town.. I'm sitting here thinking like its hard to believe but this all started from being nice to eh delivery guy.. who would have thought, that tipping more when is raining compared to sunny, or when they make a late delivery just for you that it would have led me to knowing all persons involved pretty well at this point and me being able to personally share the deliciousness with my Friends, family and the Springfield community.. pretty damn cool, so yes. be cool to the pizza delivery guy. you never know where it could lead you or how many up sized pizzas you get or extras when they know your name...oh and side note.. be cool to the pizza server as well lol being that would be me
Friday, January 31, 2014
high shrieked screams
there is one main thing that can get a guy like me to literally jump 10 feet in the air with out question and that is anything that moves around on the ground with about 60 to 12 legs, i really don't discriminate at all... their cousins as well, you know the ones with the wings that fly some of everywhere when its nice outside... i guess now that i think about it, that is one of the best things about the winter time lol, they either all die or hibernate in the winter, which is good for me since i like to actually stay in the manly tone as much as i can on a daily basis. but whats funny really is every one around me that's close knows the deal. if me and you are in the same room and something moves and is alive and shouldn't be here you better get it. that is your main Job, cause I'm either going to run away, scream, or jump and in some instances all 3 at once lol.. there are only a few times where the fear subsides and the man in me takes over and that is if we are talking about one of my kids with me, the eldest and the youngest can handle their own with most things, and yest I've raised them so they know to when to runs scream jump or just get the shoe because daddy isn't going to do a damn thing lol. but my middle child is afraid of spiders the way i am of bugs in general, so ive learned to be a spider killing machine.. i have no fear of them until they reac a certain height and weight restricion that's somewhat gauged in y brain. otherwise its time to get a mommy in the room. and trust me there is no shame, i have no problems with screaming in the middle of a crowded shopping mall if something lands on me, or touches my foot or all of the above. kinda the story of my life, but now that i think about it, my fear may be a learned trait because my mother is the same way. let a bee come in the car window while either her or i are driving.. you better hope you are buckled up because if we cant duck low enough for said bee to get out of the car the next option is to get out our selves.. this does happen to work better though if the car is already stationary otherwise we have mastered the art of the tuck n roll cause its serious out there.. no matter where you turn its something buzzing chirping and moving along ina creepy way.. i guess that's why some are called creepy crawlers... just makes my skin itch thinking about some of these things.. open thing i can say is being here in Missouri has quited or calmed some of the oppression of fear down being I'm in love with camping now and that basically like going into their neighborhood and chilling out for the weekend... I've learned to respect most of the bugs in their home, then citronella the mess out of the rest, off deep wood spray, the belt clip fan, and anything else that may give me some relief of one attempting to touch me and my precious skin.
in love with camping
I feel like the story when you were younger about the city mouse and the country mouse, when the country mouse came to visit the city cousin showed all of the fancy things that they were able to do, while the country cousin was very content with just the simple things in life and the simple way of living. i never got the jist of the story until i became the country cousin myself. Moving from Chicago to Missouri was definitely a thing i needed to get used to pretty fast, life here is slooooow compared to the big city life. You get so used to the hustle n bustle yo forget about the things that matter the most. in coming here i had too find new hobbies of course to pass the time being that its sooo boring here lol well at least i thought until i had a chance to take my kids camping a couple of summers ago. we already mastered the art of floating and are very comfortable even with the youngest of the kids on the water. but now we decided to venture in to the great outdoors for the first time. i admit, just like my frst time floating, the idea sounded good on paer but didn't make allot of sense in my head. well that was all about to change, when we got there the family had already had the site set and picked, it was just up to us to pitch our tent. lol thank goodness for country folk.. i felt like the guy from new York city in the pace oicante sauce commercials, straight comedy. after they got there laughs in they decided to come over and help a brother out, so basically 3 minutes later the tent was up..lol. then we realized we had no signal, so no face book or text messages, just the sounds of the wind, bugs, and nature at its best. it took a few hours to adjust to the no noises coming from the phone.. heard the phantom ring a few times, then we started to settle in , enjoy where we were and the site itself. it was right next to a river so as it got hotter we jumped in more and more, the kids decided to fish and the adults did what adults fo in the woods i guess, drink beer, I'm learning that with enough beer here in Missouri everything is fun lol. but after a few of those nd scanning the site looking at the kids n cousins mingle all about, running around free of worry, the smell of a grill going for the burgers and dogs in the back ground. you realize this is where its at, making memories that will actually last in your mind and not on fb... you learn to accept that even though life may be a little slower but it has more depth and value.. like when you work for your fortune compared to being given. you can appreciate the first more than the second.
What if....
life never ended
we started off old and died young
the world was really flat
your hair grew into the cut you wanted automatically
fat was sexy
dogs got eaten by cats
love didn't hurt
kids really did know it all
parents did understand
kanye wasn't really Kim's baby daddy
the Superbowl was fixed
we all just got along
cars could fly
moses was still here
animals could talk
superman was real
comedy made you cry
i could dunk like lebron
your nose really got longer when you lied
your heart really had strings
we were indestructible
Bruce Willis didn't die hard
john McCain won
if the world was really flat, i wonder, hmmmm would people jump off the edge instead of building's lol or where would the water go you know cause the ocean is everywhere almost, it the planet had edges would it just be never ending water fall or would it all dry up eventually. how many people would have gone over the edge just to prove that the world was really flat... how would the map look or would the globe be like a map lol. Columbus would have been hung and the world would be completely different. like how would we view the other planets, would they be flat too? is space a bunch of pancakes just floating around with never ending waterfalls or ice glaciers or gases or whatever other planets are made of.. what would fish do? would they forever wim up stream like the salmon? id hate to be a crab or something that was slow near the edge, cause its good bye lil buddy.. when you think about it it makes you wonder what the people of the past were smoking, or not smoking cause it took some free thinkers to change how we all viewed the world at that ime. just imagining all the logos with like a plane circling the globe, what would they look like? and would it be called the " world" cause the word world just sounds very round you know.. everything would be crazy, just imagining clouds. like would they just float out into space? what about satellites, would they just stay in one spot nothing really to orbit if the world is flat, then i'm left wondering about the days n nights, like would we be like Alaska, all sun then all dark for months on end, would the sun be flat too? we tell the day from night cause we are rotating while the rotating around the sun at the same time. have you ever tried to rotate paper, not really what you call a rotation at all, so how would we function. i wish we had a time machine to talk to the ones who swore the world was flat and let them explaining these many things from their point of view cause it seems strange now to think of the world as flat. especially being taught from an early age it is round and this is why and so on. but now i do wonder lol, was Columbus scared, like he had a felling it was round but didn't really know, just jumped on the mayflower and went for it.
What if i were able to go back in time? hmmmmmmmm
if i were able to go back in time, ive actually thought about this question alot... and what ive come up with is, so far in my life the things that have occurred when they occurred has led me to be who i am, like if i changed one thing would i not have all3 of my kids? i mean life wasn't easy and in retrospect of course you would change some things around but i would want to alter this reality if that makes sense. what i would do though would be like go back and ask the astronauts of the challenger to stay at home sick that day, see if we could get japan to surrender without the a bomb, go back and want the people of new Orleans that something bug was coming. id be more like a time super hero truing to save people and thing or events, shut down new York city on 9/10 of that year... I'm not sure even if those changes though would effect this outcome as well. i think i watch too many movies.. like id mess with the fabric of time and the space time continuum would be forever altered lol. not sure what any of that means in the least but its valid. now if i could guarantee my kids at least, then the one thing i would do for sure for sure for sure would be to go back in time and save my father. being a dad myself and seeing my son grow into adult hood was and is a major thing in my life and I'm sure seeing me become who i am would have been a wonder to him as well. don't wanna get to sentimental so ill stop there on that subject.. life is funny like that though cause you know if you change something its going to affect more that just you, the question would be how selfish are you and how would the change better you outcome or the outcome of the world. it can get pretty deep.
we started off old and died young
the world was really flat
your hair grew into the cut you wanted automatically
fat was sexy
dogs got eaten by cats
love didn't hurt
kids really did know it all
parents did understand
kanye wasn't really Kim's baby daddy
the Superbowl was fixed
we all just got along
cars could fly
moses was still here
animals could talk
superman was real
comedy made you cry
i could dunk like lebron
your nose really got longer when you lied
your heart really had strings
we were indestructible
Bruce Willis didn't die hard
john McCain won
if the world was really flat, i wonder, hmmmm would people jump off the edge instead of building's lol or where would the water go you know cause the ocean is everywhere almost, it the planet had edges would it just be never ending water fall or would it all dry up eventually. how many people would have gone over the edge just to prove that the world was really flat... how would the map look or would the globe be like a map lol. Columbus would have been hung and the world would be completely different. like how would we view the other planets, would they be flat too? is space a bunch of pancakes just floating around with never ending waterfalls or ice glaciers or gases or whatever other planets are made of.. what would fish do? would they forever wim up stream like the salmon? id hate to be a crab or something that was slow near the edge, cause its good bye lil buddy.. when you think about it it makes you wonder what the people of the past were smoking, or not smoking cause it took some free thinkers to change how we all viewed the world at that ime. just imagining all the logos with like a plane circling the globe, what would they look like? and would it be called the " world" cause the word world just sounds very round you know.. everything would be crazy, just imagining clouds. like would they just float out into space? what about satellites, would they just stay in one spot nothing really to orbit if the world is flat, then i'm left wondering about the days n nights, like would we be like Alaska, all sun then all dark for months on end, would the sun be flat too? we tell the day from night cause we are rotating while the rotating around the sun at the same time. have you ever tried to rotate paper, not really what you call a rotation at all, so how would we function. i wish we had a time machine to talk to the ones who swore the world was flat and let them explaining these many things from their point of view cause it seems strange now to think of the world as flat. especially being taught from an early age it is round and this is why and so on. but now i do wonder lol, was Columbus scared, like he had a felling it was round but didn't really know, just jumped on the mayflower and went for it.
What if i were able to go back in time? hmmmmmmmm
if i were able to go back in time, ive actually thought about this question alot... and what ive come up with is, so far in my life the things that have occurred when they occurred has led me to be who i am, like if i changed one thing would i not have all3 of my kids? i mean life wasn't easy and in retrospect of course you would change some things around but i would want to alter this reality if that makes sense. what i would do though would be like go back and ask the astronauts of the challenger to stay at home sick that day, see if we could get japan to surrender without the a bomb, go back and want the people of new Orleans that something bug was coming. id be more like a time super hero truing to save people and thing or events, shut down new York city on 9/10 of that year... I'm not sure even if those changes though would effect this outcome as well. i think i watch too many movies.. like id mess with the fabric of time and the space time continuum would be forever altered lol. not sure what any of that means in the least but its valid. now if i could guarantee my kids at least, then the one thing i would do for sure for sure for sure would be to go back in time and save my father. being a dad myself and seeing my son grow into adult hood was and is a major thing in my life and I'm sure seeing me become who i am would have been a wonder to him as well. don't wanna get to sentimental so ill stop there on that subject.. life is funny like that though cause you know if you change something its going to affect more that just you, the question would be how selfish are you and how would the change better you outcome or the outcome of the world. it can get pretty deep.
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